It would have been awesome to pull the Fool tarot card on April Fool’s Day but, it is not the card for the day. Still go ahead to have fun.
You are pensive. You will use different tools such as getting a tarot reading or talking to a mentor to Discover yourself. Whatever your way is, just trust the answers and be patient. It is a long road to self-discovery and your life will never be the same again. Go for it.